omg i'm DONE!!!!! so i was 45 minutes late for my chem final this morning & brought the wrong calculator with me so i had to sneak some calculations under my desk whenever a TA walked by. idk why i showed up at all. maybe a part of me was hoping for a decent D. wow, i'd never thought i'd see the day when i consider a D as decent. gone are the days when i thought a B was the end of the world.

i feel so relieved today. don't think i did too bad on History & if i end up with a B (worse case scenerio) or a C (really, really really worse case scenerio) my accumulative GPA shouldn't be too bad, yes even with failed chemistry. hopefully with this new major, which i still can't decide what to do yet, i can start anew. no matter how much i bitched about calculus oh so long ago, i actually like math. numbers make sense to me, chemical equations do not. therefore i hope business numbers & statistics will come natural for me.

went to dinner with people, had a Mai Tai, went home, put on a facial mask, listened to music, did Sudoku, my my my what a night! so relaxed!

so i was asked to work everyday at the pharmacy for the whole December. i should be making a shit-ton of money.....already planning to buy some things for myself but most of the money will be saved, promise. i felt a bit deprived last time in Europe cuz i was so poor. which everytime i think about the European trip during senior year of high school, it always remind me of how blessed i am to meet the man who is Steven Ulry. 

that's the update on my life i guess. i promise next post will be a bit more interesting. peace out playa, annie's sleeping at 10 tonight!

my hat collection is catching up (if not, already caught up) to my sunglasses collection. i have yet to count them but i just bought 2 this weekend in different colors. i call them my "justin timberlake hats" cuz idk what they're really called. i also bought more clothes this weekend. wasn't planning to go shopping today but i did anyways & got more clothes & got another hole in my ear. happy happy joy joy! 

i really need to stop buying. it's a bit mad actually. if i have extra money i'll spend it. i need an actual goal to be saving my money or else it gets spent. it's bad in the long run but hey u only live once. as long as i can still help mother pay the bills & i'm not using my family's money to buy my things, i don't see anything wrong with accumulating goodies in place of accumulating money. i'll save when i need to i guess. 

my cousin asked me to call her bf in Texas to see if he'd pick up cuz he didn't call her back like he was supposed to. crazy-ass mofo. she's all the way across the ocean in VN. seriously, i don't think i can have a long distance relationship like that. sure he's coming back next summer but that's still months away! i can't imagine what their phone bills must be like. she's freakin out cuz he's never not called her back (her: "how cud he?!" me: "hahaha he has another girl while ur ass waits for him back in the motherland" her:"don't joke with little sister like that").....oh people & their constant boy problems. i never actually worried about those things. in fact i'm the one ignoring boyfriends' phone calls cuz i rather hang out with friends........hmmm maybe that's why i've been single more often than i've been taken!

anyways another thing before i work on my oral presentation for Chinese, i have been sel-ca'ing like crazy lately. sel-ca=the art of taking pictures of oneself. i think i am for sure turning Korean. but oh well thanks to them, i'll be looking very chic for London.

ah yes, here i am, in my room, by my lonesome, listening to who else but Gloria Estefan? i'm sick, what's new? i'm on antibiotics so i can't drink so i didn't feel like dressing decent to go lounge with a possible boyfriend who got off work early tonight to go out. sadness. i cancelled yet another outing with him. i apparently cancel on guys a lot, seems to be a trend?

this one's cute & he's tall cuz i wore 3+inch heels & he was still taller. finally, yay! he said he likes me but why do i still feel inferior to those damn petite asian girls with big eyes & seemingly perfect bodies? the types i think he'd chose over my type. damn those bitches. oh well.

i saw the perfect trench at Bebe today on sale for $65. those (especially the new lines) would probably run over $100 easily at Bebe so i think i'm gonna go back & grab one....all in the name of London of course. u can't do London w/o a silk-woven white trench that ties at the waist. omg that would look so good with long black leggings or skinny jeans & some sort of pumps, wedges, heels (whatever).....

korean style is so easy to follow haha!

anywho Happy Turkey Day everyone! hope u'll eat lots so i don't feel so bad when i stuff my face tomorrow. oh the holidays, nothing but guarantees of at least a 5lb gain. oh this is random but apparently Santas aren't allowed to say "ho ho ho" anymore? ridiculous! Santa's not allowed to laugh any other way. hope that piece of incredible bs isn't true.

it's nice to like someone & have them like u back.

"The Wolverines struggled on offense in part because Henne was ineffective with shoulder injury and Hart was unable to find room to run against a defense that didn't have to respect the pass and could concentrate on stopping the trash-talking running back.

When the Wolverines did try to throw, Gholston made life miserable for them.

"I'm sure Chad Henne will be seeing him in his sleep," Tressel said.

Henne, whose throws were usually high or wide, left the field for one series in the third quarter and returned in the fourth. When he made accurate passes, star receiver Mario Manningham and teammates dropped some of them.

Hart had 18 carries for just 44 yards rushing, his first game this year under the 100-yard mark. He seemed to be relatively healthy after being sidelined with a badly sprained right ankle."

all talk & no walk, them bitches.

i just bought my 13th pair of sunglasses. in my offense, they have a bit of meaning....ok that's just my excuse but they look like the ones i was wearing in one of my childhood pictures. i think i was like less than a year old (i had a love for sunglasses at a young age?). they belonged to my mom. i wish she kept some of her old stuff. she was actually pretty cool back then. idk what happened along the way. i guess that's what 6 kids does to ya. don't have 6 kids people.

speaking of old things, i found this little mirror my dad carved into when he was away at war. it's a pic of my mom & there's a poem too.

so i went to take a nap last night at around 7 & didn't wake up til 11 the next morning. a nice 16 hour nap indeed. i was rather disappointed i didn't have an amazing dream from that though. my amazing dreams are usually cut short by alarm clocks & i finally got a chance to sleep in & my dream kinda sucked.

i have a paper to write about the Communist Manifesto, which i still have to read, by tomorrow. i hope Napolean Dynomite, i mean my history teacher, will give me full credit on this. it's worth a good 5% extra credit on our final grade. gotta get something if i have to read about Communism!

so i'll be getting a business degree through the college of Agriculture & then hopefully an MBA at an actual business school. for once i'm excited about the classes i'll be taking. hopefully my petition to drop Chem this quarter will be successful or else i'll be further away from my desired time of graduation. this switching major thing is making me nervous. sadly, the most difficult thing i have to do is tell the family, mainly my own mom. ohh asian families!!! maybe they'll be mad enough to kick me out so i can live with friends next year or refuse to accept my christmas presents so i can save to go traveling instead! i know i shouldn't be calculating this b/c christmas is a time of giving & all but i have 9 nieces & nephews but only 5 brothers & sisters. with my mom that's only 6 people giving me presents! i'm not making any profits here.

i can't believe it's the christmas season already. a few days ago i set the radio as my alarm & i woke up to White Christmas. it was quite a shock. the holiday season  just doesn't feel like it used to anymore. idk if it's b/c i'm growing up or if i'm growing apart. i certainly feel like i've gotten more.....callous to life now (if that makes any sense at all!). oh well, the sooner christmas comes the sooner i can wear my new dress.

i was gonna wish this last night but i kinda overslept so....Happy (belated) Pepero (a.k.a. Pocky Sticks) Day!

my friend, Sera, is in a class with Ryan Pretorius. yes, the OSU kicker. & he knows her friend who wants to hook them up. & there's apparently 3 more fb players in that class, 1 of them being Robiskie. they met up tonight for dinner but i cudn't go cuz i had to help mother clean the fricken house!! no matter, there will be more dinners to come....hopefully. i'm rather excited b/c well i squealed in the middle of Barnes & Noble when i saw AJ Hawk so imagine myself having dinner with ROBISKIE (!!!) who was amazing last saturday *faint*

the amazing thing about it is Sera knows nothing about football & didn't even realize til now that she has a bunch of fb players in her class. she was like "uhh Joanie's trying to hook me up with this kicker named Ryan?" & i was like "Pretorius?! are u shittin me?!"

omg i have such a hangover. i promised myself i wouldn't drink so much anymore but man things are so mucher funner when ur drunk. did i just typed "so mucher funner"? i think i did. apparently i told this guy he can get my number through my "agent, Sera" b/c i forgot what my phone number was. wow. i'm surprised he texted me today cuz i probably made a really big fool of myself, like usual. unfortunately i still can't remember what he looks like. i feel so vain.

friday was fun too. it's not everyday u hitch a ride on a John Deere from 4 total strangers b/c ur boots were a killer walking from Frambes to 13th. & it's not everyday u get pulled over in a John Deere & stood there on the side of the street while the cops talked to the guys u were with & people walking by staring at u like the hookers on Cops. & it's really not everyday u meet a gay guy with an oven mitt over his stub of an arm, wearing green boxers, the Burger King crown, yellow shades & a foil cape from Drug Mart calling himself "the king of San Francisco".  Lappert got quite a kick when she told me about his stub. no, not everyday u laugh at someone for having a stub.

i also ran into Mander's Danny friday night. he was like "i know u, bitch" to which i slowly recognised his "bitch" & turned around & was like "Danny?!". amazingly random.

...."Hmph... Are you talking about dinosaurs?...Sorry, but they don't exist anymore."

so i could possibly have mistaken my TA for another TA. it's weird really. the handout he gave us on the 1st day has Chris Potratz on it. but the chem website says Chris Dalrymple for our lab time. i've been putting Potratz on my lab reports, quizzes, etc for 4 weeks now. i feel like such an idiot. too bad both of them are Chris'. if one was named....uh Eugene....i wouldn't be having this problem. another reason why i hate chem.

in other news, i want my very own "coffee prince". a charming, rich, handsome, stylish, funny, sexy, sweet prince that loves me for who i am, loves me more than i love him, & don't care that others think he's too good for me. never gonna happen *sighhh* 

i am currently addicted to Korean dramas. good God! i've been addicted to HK dramas before but nothing quite like this. i mean, i stayed up til 5-6 in the morning watching Coffee Prince for a week & a half. never have i done that before. perhaps that's why i blacked out & passed out at the game on Saturday. never have i done that either. in fact, i don't think anyone has ever done that at a football game except little kids.......i must admit though, it was a really nice nap; warm sun, cool breeze, the distant sound of cheering as u doze off into a deep sleep. i'd like to take another nap in the stadium, except without a game going on.

why am i writing in my journal? i have 2 lab reports to finish & a chinese dialog to peform. damz.